Ditched?

Did i just got ditched? I feel like a joke.  To even go and create a video of her....hahaha...pathetic. 

Deep down,im shaking.

Deep down,im trembling.

Deep down,im crying.

Really. Am i really not worth your attention at all...at all??

Then why do you pay so much attention to me at first? Telling me about how hurt you are, sending me all thise pictures of yours.  Is all that even genuine? 

So am i just someone who you find when there's no one else you can find? 

Im such...a loser.  

Heartbroken me.