Story 22

haizz, just how pathetic can i get? chat with some stranger girls through online apps in my itouch??wtf.that's so despo.  I just need that special someone, a company, a girl, who will always be there for me and listen to me.  I have a lot of things to say, but i'm the kind of guy who keeps everything in.  I dont want to let it out in front of someone or to anyone else.  Please, where ever you are, please, i need you.

MY PATHETIC SAD LIFE. : (

ps, i hope you go to 'work' later..please!

Story 21

Feeling pissed off with certain peoples.  Really, they are irritating especially that someone, who lives under one roof with me.

Story 20

When was it?when was the last time we went to school together? When was the last time we went back home together?? Are we really getting futher and further away...?

Haizz...this blog is really showing the other side of me.
Whatever it is. One thing to be careful of is our emotion. Dont ever let it control you. Let you control your emotion... REMEMBER that!!!!

Story 19

Just how long should i fantasize of falling for someone? Just how long should i fantasize of someone falling for me and be together with me? Love, it hurts, seriuosly. This is love for a human, a woman.

Story 18

It's been a while. There are a lot of things i want to express it here, but it's just too much. Whatever it is, right now, what i want most, is love, to be with someone that i have fallen for. Really. I want it too. Just how long should i wait. But i would still wait for it no matter how long it is. I am lonely.

Will i really get one?

Story 17

People find it hard to believe me. Haizz... What a life. Friends always take what you say as a joke, girls see you only as a friend. No more than that....haizz

Story 16

I want to dream of you again and again because only when i dream of you, i will forget that you have a bf. I want to go back with you, only the two of us, because it is the only ime that we, no i, can spent the time alone with you. I want to keep messaging you, because it is at that very moment that i think we are really close. I want my friend to see your name the most in my hp, so that they will think that will think that we together. And all this is just a one sided love.

Story 14

Noooooo!!!! Why did you have to telm me that!!!! Now i am in one big dilemma!!it is always like this!!! Always!!! And i am the kind of person who think about my fren first over love....so sad right now

Story 13

And you may not think i care for you,
When you know down inside that i really do~

Thing is do you know that deep down i care for you?

Story 12

It is tiring when you want to comfort or cheer her up but end up failed. And it is painful if you See her cheered up by him easily. I guess i'm really not suit to be with you. But thing is, i am fighting a strong feeling. It is so tiring being with you. :'(

Story 11

Love is painful. Especially if it is one sided or the person you love does not know. All the more painful when you are not telling the person that you love her or him. At this rate, everyday my heart will aches, thinking of you and the possibilities of you ending up with someone else or worst, a friend that you know well. I think tgis feeling that i am fighting right now is really love.

Story 10

I think i am a borring person. As simple that. I domt think i have a lot of topic or stories in common with you. Heck, i dont really have a lot of topics To talk about at all.

Story 9

Damn shag. Today that is. Furthermore i faile my standing broadjump!!!damn it!!!the rest was ok until standing broadjump!!! Think i am going to retake my NAPFA test.... Shag.

Story 8

I want to be your best friend!!!honestly, i dont really know the feeling of being someone else bestfriend, i mean right now.

Story 7

I knew it!!!!!i am 2nd maybe...haizz.i dont know but what i know is i just want to see you. Smile with you. Laugh at you. Tease you or got teased by you. Do i really like her. As in fall in love? Love? I thought i have long give up on it. Maybe...i like her. But it looks like she likes him. Aargh!!!if i keep thinking like this, at the end of the day, all i going to get is heartpain!!!!damn it lah!!!i want us to remain only friends but somehow, i feels like hugging you, hold your hands, carass your hair. Sigh. I need to decide properly.

Story 6

Haizzz~ i think i have fallen quite deeo for her. Please, no more mad!!! You cannot do this. Argh!!!! I hate lah this feelings. She is only my friends!!!! No more than that!!! But i think i like her. Yesterday, hearing that she called him his good friend, i suddenly got a bit of dissapointment and jealous coz maybe i am not her good friend but just friend, or worst, i am really an annoying friend....haizz. I need help. ASAP!!!

Story 5.

Wah. So much for "i want to go lah". Pfft. As if. Now i am a bit angry. Well, a bit. But maybe a lot??kekeke~

Story 4.

Sigh~ i apologized to her and it seems everything went ok.Turns out that she actually got other friendship problems. Damn,the way i am talking rite now, it's like i have really fallen for her. However she's not my type actually but what can you say, love blinds people and furthermore, Allah knows better who will be my wife. Talking about love, i really want a gf, but i dont think i can commit. Haizz, what a weakling mad.

Story 3.

I am scared if i fall for someone carelessly...so mamat,please thnk carefully about love.

Story 2.

Ok.i feel like i am getting a Cold shoulder from this fren. :')

Story 1.

My first post will be a very negative post.Today i have a lot of negative feelings combine into 1.Sadness,anger,stressed and guilt.So i thinl i am going to write down a bit on how i got all those feelings, so balloon, please bear with me a bit.1stly,Sad!!!because a few of my close frienda are going studying abroad this month!!argh...so gonna cry on the day sending them off.2ndly,angry because there's someone who disturb you when you are not in your best mood.3rdly, stressed because of thia damn school of mine!!!For f sake,ppl are enjoying their holiday and here i am in this forsaken school doing the fyp.bitch. Lastly,haizz...i just make my friend angry at me and now i think we are kinda awkward with each other.:'( ...i am sorry.