And you may not think i care for you,
When you know down inside that i really do~
Thing is do you know that deep down i care for you?
Sunday, 25 September 2011
Story 12
It is tiring when you want to comfort or cheer her up but end up failed. And it is painful if you See her cheered up by him easily. I guess i'm really not suit to be with you. But thing is, i am fighting a strong feeling. It is so tiring being with you. :'(
Saturday, 24 September 2011
Story 11
Love is painful. Especially if it is one sided or the person you love does not know. All the more painful when you are not telling the person that you love her or him. At this rate, everyday my heart will aches, thinking of you and the possibilities of you ending up with someone else or worst, a friend that you know well. I think tgis feeling that i am fighting right now is really love.
Story 10
I think i am a borring person. As simple that. I domt think i have a lot of topic or stories in common with you. Heck, i dont really have a lot of topics To talk about at all.
Friday, 23 September 2011
Story 9
Damn shag. Today that is. Furthermore i faile my standing broadjump!!!damn it!!!the rest was ok until standing broadjump!!! Think i am going to retake my NAPFA test.... Shag.
Story 8
I want to be your best friend!!!honestly, i dont really know the feeling of being someone else bestfriend, i mean right now.
Story 7
I knew it!!!!!i am 2nd maybe...haizz.i dont know but what i know is i just want to see you. Smile with you. Laugh at you. Tease you or got teased by you. Do i really like her. As in fall in love? Love? I thought i have long give up on it. Maybe...i like her. But it looks like she likes him. Aargh!!!if i keep thinking like this, at the end of the day, all i going to get is heartpain!!!!damn it lah!!!i want us to remain only friends but somehow, i feels like hugging you, hold your hands, carass your hair. Sigh. I need to decide properly.
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Story 6
Haizzz~ i think i have fallen quite deeo for her. Please, no more mad!!! You cannot do this. Argh!!!! I hate lah this feelings. She is only my friends!!!! No more than that!!! But i think i like her. Yesterday, hearing that she called him his good friend, i suddenly got a bit of dissapointment and jealous coz maybe i am not her good friend but just friend, or worst, i am really an annoying friend....haizz. I need help. ASAP!!!
Friday, 9 September 2011
Story 5.
Wah. So much for "i want to go lah". Pfft. As if. Now i am a bit angry. Well, a bit. But maybe a lot??kekeke~
Thursday, 8 September 2011
Story 4.
Sigh~ i apologized to her and it seems everything went ok.Turns out that she actually got other friendship problems. Damn,the way i am talking rite now, it's like i have really fallen for her. However she's not my type actually but what can you say, love blinds people and furthermore, Allah knows better who will be my wife. Talking about love, i really want a gf, but i dont think i can commit. Haizz, what a weakling mad.
Story 1.
My first post will be a very negative post.Today i have a lot of negative feelings combine into 1.Sadness,anger,stressed and guilt.So i thinl i am going to write down a bit on how i got all those feelings, so balloon, please bear with me a bit.1stly,Sad!!!because a few of my close frienda are going studying abroad this month!!argh...so gonna cry on the day sending them off.2ndly,angry because there's someone who disturb you when you are not in your best mood.3rdly, stressed because of thia damn school of mine!!!For f sake,ppl are enjoying their holiday and here i am in this forsaken school doing the fyp.bitch. Lastly,haizz...i just make my friend angry at me and now i think we are kinda awkward with each other.:'( ...i am sorry.
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