Return of the....sad moment.

Friends.

Grow up guys. Especially you. Keep doing what u've been doing to me and you will lose me. Oh but maybe all this while im just an extra to you, or maybe losing me means nothing at all. 

Cmon man, it was impromptu. 

Anyway i've got a feeling that im gonna be treated badly.....

Just know this, everyone has their limit...dont push mine. 

Friends

Sometimes i feel like i got no friends.

Reason is, the people that labeled as my good friends, sometimes i dont get the treatment of a friend...like sometimes i miss them so much, but they dont really give a fuck.  

You sacrifice some of ur time for them, but they treat you like a joke, you treat them somethings, and they still treat you like a joke...

All they need is just an understanding. Maybe they do have but not to me...cos maybe they dont really see me as their equal...  

Epic

Added this one girl and she turned out to be my kindergarten classmate and my performance partner!!!! Whatt!!! Yea ikr...and we started chatting from that day onwards...happy,smiling every time chat with her...but...

Deep down im just scared, scared that history will repeat itself...oh you know me and girls...they nvr end up with me.  

Keep telling myself dont put on high expectations but i just cant stop building it up as i chat with you. I know if things don't   go the way i want, it's gonna hurt real deep. So i hope, really hope that you are the one for me. And me for you.  

I just got ditched...

Yup...definitely...i dont get it though...you are the one who gave me your number...send your photos,vids...then now gitu gitu je eh tknk layan...it's not fair.  

Maybe there's a hidden reason...

Elephant

It feels different. It's like you dont want to talk to me at all.  Just say it.  Just say you dont want to talk to me at all and i will stop bugging you.  

I miss you so much. Everyday i just can't stop thinking about you.  What about you?  Do you feel the same? Do you miss me? Do you think about me at certain times?  

Arrysa.  I want to hold your hand so damn bad.  

Allah, help me in this.  For only you could help me.

Ditched?

Did i just got ditched? I feel like a joke.  To even go and create a video of her....hahaha...pathetic. 

Deep down,im shaking.

Deep down,im trembling.

Deep down,im crying.

Really. Am i really not worth your attention at all...at all??

Then why do you pay so much attention to me at first? Telling me about how hurt you are, sending me all thise pictures of yours.  Is all that even genuine? 

So am i just someone who you find when there's no one else you can find? 

Im such...a loser.  

Heartbroken me.

Descision

I guess...if this time you are still not gonna reply...or reply with a few sentence...then it's time for me to take a break...and emo again...hahaaaa... #mylovestory #myonesidedlovestory 

It'a all just a dream. Everything. I guess alive musuem and gardens by the bay can wait until im like 28...haha