Story 27

Omg...when was the last time i write here? It feels like ages ago.  Anyway,here i am and when im here, usually it's because of my super bad luck love/girl story.

This girl i just add on fb, she's everything nice, funny, quirky, joker and a whole lot more.  I feel that there's something in her that attracts me.  Unlike any other girl i add on fb cos they are sexy or what, this girl here is just simple...simple beautiful.  A mix blood, wear tudong (yeaa!!), but just that she's 27.

The biggest problem, her age.  I dont really care about age, but i think she does.  She's definitely more matured and way ahead in this adult world in sg and im like havent even ord yet, no work yet and im just 5 years behind her. 

Today(28may, 1644) i ask for her number and she....laugh.  She laughed while telling me that she's like my older sister and ask why would i need her number for.  The moment she laughed, i felt a bit hurt, dont know why but it hurts and suddenly this phrase come to my mind "what in the world was i thnking?". 

Haizzz.  I just suck at all this.  I dont wamt to get hot girls or lots of girls, all i want is someone who is willing to love me, and i, love her, a lifetime companion.  I want to know how it feel to love, to fight, to joke and laugh around together, to feel her warmths, her kisses and whole lot of other stuff. 

last i wrote this, was when i was 18/19 maybe.  Now i'm 22 and im still single.  Single and pathetic and couldnt even get 1 number of a girl you are interested in.

I feel like giving up all this.  Just leas a single life.  Yeah...maybe that's what i shld do. :')

Story 26

To all the people out there, dont be a lazy ass asking your friends to do that and do this for you.

Story 25

Yeah i got a small body. I used to not care if people comment about my small body but lately, the comments related to it have been so irritating!! And because of my small body, they always think that i'm like still a kid and treat me like one! I'm hating some peoples right now. Not exactly hate, but annoyed and irritated. God please help me.

Story 24

Haizz. I always think before i say something. Wheather if it will hurt other people's feelings. Lately, people have been saying things to me, and it's like they never care about my feelings. Lately, i've been feeling irritated with almost everyone around me. Family friends, all of them.

Story 23

Haizz. It's actually kinda awkward and painful. Looks like i still havent move on completely. I feel like going somewhere alone. Really. Omg i sound really like a loner. Nobody to pour my feeling to. Only got this blog which is a non living things. Friendzoned. Hope i will get a good gf soon. : / yea, like i'm going to get her any time soon. Alone. Always. For now hopefully.