I just got ditched...

Yup...definitely...i dont get it though...you are the one who gave me your number...send your photos,vids...then now gitu gitu je eh tknk layan...it's not fair.  

Maybe there's a hidden reason...

Elephant

It feels different. It's like you dont want to talk to me at all.  Just say it.  Just say you dont want to talk to me at all and i will stop bugging you.  

I miss you so much. Everyday i just can't stop thinking about you.  What about you?  Do you feel the same? Do you miss me? Do you think about me at certain times?  

Arrysa.  I want to hold your hand so damn bad.  

Allah, help me in this.  For only you could help me.

Ditched?

Did i just got ditched? I feel like a joke.  To even go and create a video of her....hahaha...pathetic. 

Deep down,im shaking.

Deep down,im trembling.

Deep down,im crying.

Really. Am i really not worth your attention at all...at all??

Then why do you pay so much attention to me at first? Telling me about how hurt you are, sending me all thise pictures of yours.  Is all that even genuine? 

So am i just someone who you find when there's no one else you can find? 

Im such...a loser.  

Heartbroken me.

Descision

I guess...if this time you are still not gonna reply...or reply with a few sentence...then it's time for me to take a break...and emo again...hahaaaa... #mylovestory #myonesidedlovestory 

It'a all just a dream. Everything. I guess alive musuem and gardens by the bay can wait until im like 28...haha

Descision

I guess...if this time you are still not gonna reply...or reply with a few sentence...then it's time for me to take a break...and emo again...hahaaaa... #mylovestory #myonesidedlovestory 

It'a all just a dream. Everything. I guess alive musuem and gardens by the bay can wait until im like 28...haha

Busy?

Busy msg laki lain?sape si danial ali ni...hmm

Hmmm

It seems that you dont even bother to reply something or anything at all...

Am i lonely again?

Am i....zzzz

Haizz...maybe there's nothing worth paying attention in me...

I'll keep msging you until

Dissappointment? False hope? The same thing all over again?

Hmm...so who is it? 

I dont think it's me,cos aonce yesterday you nvr reply at all. Today, no difference, no reply. I know you are online. I know you are on the internet.  So no attention to me at all.  We are not couple or anything so i wont say anything to you.  But it hurts.

Sometimes i feel like giving up.  But i dont want to have the regrets of "if i know,i wont give up"

Am i really someone a girl not interested in at all? Destined to be single? Haha...

I hope, one day we'll go out.  Hope. It's what keeping me from giving up.  

I hope all this wont be....just a dream.

Your departure

Arrysa, i just hope that before you go, just say something to me.  I'll just wish for this, but even this small simple thing....i dont think i will ever get to see it.  I...i think i'm starting to have feelings for you.

The same thing

Sometimes, i think i found that someone, but it will end up not being that someone. 

Arry, i thought you will be my first, but how things are going, i can't see the future about US.  

Sometimes, we put a lot of effort to show that we care for that someone, and of course it's normal to expect the same from the other party, but it seems it doesnt go this way.  

You bring my hope so high that now, i feel like it's just a dream.  Dream, that's all the nearest i can get to you or all the prev girls that i got feelings for.  

I know there are things that you are not telling me.  I want to know cos i care, but it seems im not someone for you worth telling all that. I will miss you for the next 4 days. 

Arry.1

Hmmm...merajok?marah?or just not interested? It's better if you just say any of there straight to me...i dont like things that keep hanging me in one place...cos i wont know what's the progress.

It's just that i put so much effort, in chatting with you everyday...but i dont feel the same from you.  

Am i in a delusion? In my own world?please tell me. I can't keep going on like this....i just can't. I dont have anyone special to share my problems...i thought you will be the one.  But if it keeps going on like this, then i'm back to square one.  

I just need that special companion.  

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Pelok sane, pelok sini...haizzz. I can't tell what you are thinking...

Maybe im still in a delusional....damn me...

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I dont know already....it looks like im not in your interest? 

Im sick and tired of this.  

Azreena, arrysa...either of you...please...and i'll already be happy.

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Yeah!i managed to move on!!!finally...silver...thx for teaching me something. 

Anyway. This certain someone im contacting now, Arrysa...i dont know what i'm feeling with you right now...part of me want to have a go with you...but part of me warned me to be careful...haizz

You dont know what you got yourself into....you and that sweetestguy of yours....it could either break you...or makes you happy...let's see what's going to happen

And mamat, dont put your hopes too high!!!