Omg...when was the last time i write here? It feels like ages ago. Anyway,here i am and when im here, usually it's because of my super bad luck love/girl story.
This girl i just add on fb, she's everything nice, funny, quirky, joker and a whole lot more. I feel that there's something in her that attracts me. Unlike any other girl i add on fb cos they are sexy or what, this girl here is just simple...simple beautiful. A mix blood, wear tudong (yeaa!!), but just that she's 27.
The biggest problem, her age. I dont really care about age, but i think she does. She's definitely more matured and way ahead in this adult world in sg and im like havent even ord yet, no work yet and im just 5 years behind her.
Today(28may, 1644) i ask for her number and she....laugh. She laughed while telling me that she's like my older sister and ask why would i need her number for. The moment she laughed, i felt a bit hurt, dont know why but it hurts and suddenly this phrase come to my mind "what in the world was i thnking?".
Haizzz. I just suck at all this. I dont wamt to get hot girls or lots of girls, all i want is someone who is willing to love me, and i, love her, a lifetime companion. I want to know how it feel to love, to fight, to joke and laugh around together, to feel her warmths, her kisses and whole lot of other stuff.
last i wrote this, was when i was 18/19 maybe. Now i'm 22 and im still single. Single and pathetic and couldnt even get 1 number of a girl you are interested in.
I feel like giving up all this. Just leas a single life. Yeah...maybe that's what i shld do. :')
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